But at least it gave me a full day of laying around and downloading songs and finally writing this piece of rubbish. Hey, don’t start whining about laying around is boring, my fellow jobseekers! In my life, having no activity whatsoever is as lavish as having breakfast in Paris. Well, not really that grand since in this case, it involves smelling like puke, but still it rarely happens. You can ask this girl about that *grin*.
I initially intended to write about stuff that have been keeping from blogging. You know, the usual talks about work, family, boyfriend, blah, blah. But come on… who am I kidding?! People barely read this blog so no one will care about what I’ve been through the last 2 months.
Oh, seriously, I have nothing to write!
You know, I don’t write about things I do, or things happen around me. You can read my old posts, I mostly write about stuff happening in my head. Problem is, currently, my head is somewhat BLANK. Not really blank, but the usual unimportant stuff I used to blog about now replaced by some fancy pretentious jargons called loan to deposit ratio, capital adequacy ratio, base lending rate, credit rating…. Yieks….
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However, not that I’m not happy being finally occupied by those fancy jargons… it’s just… I’m born cranky, I can’t let myself happy… hahaha! The agony of being me! Seriously, I’m feeling kind of lost for the past 3 months. Well, lost is not really a proper word, I just don’t have a good grip of myself lately. Maybe it’s just a problem with fitting in, ’cause you know, I was born to stand out *smug face*. I’m not sure which one comes first, the bloggers’ block or the ABABIL-ish problem of mine, but they do have a connection.
The one thing that defines my inability to get a grip of myself is how this year has gone without me having any resolution. However tacky a resolution is, I always have one every year! Or at least, one thing I want to achieve at the end of every year. In this case, I soooo envy Siska for finally breaking her resolution! But, still, I’m so happy for you, Sis! 
Well, four months have past, but still… I don’t know what I want to achieve. Yes, I want to work in Treasury. Yes, I want to get married. Yes, I want to buy an Android phone. But among those three, only getting married can feed my emotional need. And it may not be happening this year since my training won’t be finished until the end of 2010, so I guess getting married is for next year.
I really hope I could figure out the one thing I want to achieve this year soon, ’cause 2010 will end in 8 months! After being all gloomy last year, I do want to end this year with glory. I guess I’d need a big luck on this, so cross fingers for me, would ya? 
Still 8 months left to make this year better. Meanwhile, come what May!
alohaaaa.. akhirnya muncul! Dan betoll orang yang jarang ngisi blog.. punya kehidupan. Hahhaa
how about postgrad dream?
mana postingan blog lagi? :p